When i opened my eyes
i was amazed
i looked around in a haze
i was alone
on my own
in love with my abuser
with everything to lose
i could only live when i was asleep
but my wound got deeper
that that
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gEt It RiT3 FoOl Itz CoZ I LIk3 yOu
I MaY aCt LiKe iM a KnO It ALl
BuT ItZ cOz I lIk3 yOu
i MaY aCt cLuMsEy
tHaT cOz I gEt NeRvOuS rOUn yOu
gIv3 Me a ChAnC3
i CuD B EXaClY
...DnT tHiNk yOu KnO M£
CoZ u DoNT
dNt ThInK I LiK3 yOu
cOz I dOnt
dNt ThInK Im LoN3Ly
cOz I aInT
dOnT tHiNk I n33d yOu Or YoUR fRi3nDsHiP
cOz I dOnT
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sO GeT It StRaIGh
...For all the tears you made me cry
,the days you made me want to die
but my eyes are swollen and sore
from all the times i tried to walk out the door
i try to resist to slash my wrists
but all of a su
...